Monday, September 30, 2019
Imagine you are Macbeth Essay
Q- Imagine you are Macbeth. Write a diary entry in which you express your thoughts and feelings at Act 1 Scene 7 and a later entry at some time later one, possible after meeting the doctor. Today Lady Macbeth has convinced me. We are going to ahead with the plot to kill the king. When she first told me about the plan I was very doubtful. I donÃ¢â¬â¢t think I will be able to live with myself with the guilt of killing the king. I know this is wrong. What about if we get caught? I am just weighing up the situation. Perhaps I donÃ¢â¬â¢t need to do anything to become king, Ã¢â¬Å"If chance will have me king, why, chance may crown me without stirÃ¢â¬ . I possess uncertainty of whether it is righteous to take the life of such a great king in order to feed my hunger for power. As I was thinking about this gesture, I left the chamber and decided not to do the deed. The idea of killing the king came from me first, this was when I heard the witches prophecies. When I first met the witches, they told me 3 predictions. They said, Ã¢â¬Å"All hail, Macbeth! Hail to thee, Thane of Glamis!Ã¢â¬ Ã¢â¬Å"All hail, Macbeth! Hail to thee, Thane of Cawdor!Ã¢â¬ Ã¢â¬Å"All hail, Macbeth! That shalt be king hereafter!Ã¢â¬ When I heard this I was shocked and couldnÃ¢â¬â¢t believe it. Banquo was with me and he asked them, Ã¢â¬Å"Which outward ye show? My noble partner you great with present grace, and great prediction of noble having and of royal hope that he slems rapt withalÃ¢â¬ . They then told us the final prediction, Ã¢â¬Å"Thou shalt get kings, though be noneÃ¢â¬ . To us this meant that he will not be king but his children will. This was all so confusing. I know I am Thane of Glamis but how can I be the Thane of Cawdor? He still lives as a prosperous gentleman. Then there is me to become king. This is not within the prospect of my belief. Before we could say anything else they vanished. As Banquo and I were talking about the predictions, Ross came with some exciting news. He told me that as I fought well in the battle, I get the reward as the Thane of Cawdor. Mine and Banquo faces dropped with astonishment. Ã¢â¬Å"The Thane of Cawdor lives. Why do you dress me in borrowed robed?Ã¢â¬ I asked Ross. He then told us that he had died. At this point I had no idea of killing the king. I thought I would never be king and if I was to how would I? The witches offered me great enticement, but it is up to me to fail in the temptation or to be strong enough to resist their captivation. As I was thinking about this, Lady Macbeth came in. I knew this was the best time to tell her. I said, Ã¢â¬Å"We will proceed no further in this businessÃ¢â¬ . She looked at me with great hate but I knew I said the right thing. Ã¢â¬Å"Was the hope drunk?Ã¢â¬ said Lady Macbeth, Ã¢â¬Å"Such I account thy love, art thou afeard to be the same in thin own act and valour, as thou art in desire?Ã¢â¬ . She was saying to me that I was drunk and I didnÃ¢â¬â¢t know what I was saying. She said that my love is worth nothing if I refuse to go through with the plan, and my love is as accountable as my in decisiveness. She also questions my masculinity and criticises my desire to be king. She used emotional blackmail to seduce me to proceed with this ambitious enterprise, Ã¢â¬Å"When you durst do it, then you were a manÃ¢â¬ . She makes an analogy to emphasise the importance of keeping my promise. After listening to her I felt very offended. I knew I had to do this or I will regret it all my life. I wanted to prove 3 things that I am a man, my love for my wife, and my desire to be king. To prove these I need to murder king Duncan, so I am. Today the doctor has come and said my wife is ill but he has no cure. This is very disturbing because I noticed she was acting a bit strange after we did that deed. After we murdered king Duncan she was very confident, unlike me. She even toke the daggers back into DuncanÃ¢â¬â¢s chamber for me and also she helps me wash the blood off my hands. She helped me pull me together psychologically. When I saw the ghost of Banquo, it caused me stress and concern. This put huge pressure on Lady Macbeth. Even though she cannot see the apparition herself she had to cover up for me. This put a lot of emotional pressure on her. She then tried to get me out of this strange state of mind by once again questioning my manhood, while at the same time giving the guests the excuse that I am not well. She takes control and tells all the guests to leave. I think she has kept her anger and fear in and since I have done more murders she feels more guilty and I have noticed she talks to herself. Since then her behaviour has changed and it shows carefully that her contrived mask slipped. In her sleepwalking she reveals the guilt and anxieties by which she is tortured. But her loyalty to me remains intact. She came to me once and said, Ã¢â¬Å"No more OÃ¢â¬â¢that, you mar all with this startingÃ¢â¬ , this was confusing. She has given all and now her present is overwhelming by the past, like what she said, Ã¢â¬Å"WhatÃ¢â¬â¢s done cannot be undoneÃ¢â¬ . She is saying that we canÃ¢â¬â¢t change the past. But it was her who thought of the idea and it was her who convinced me. She is totally regretting it now. The doctor even couldnÃ¢â¬â¢t believe it, Ã¢â¬Å"I have two nights watched with you, but can perceive no truth in your reportÃ¢â¬ . I donÃ¢â¬â¢t know what to do. I will just give some time to her and will see what will happen.